Monday, 18 April 2011

My 100th Post and the Saddest Ever

Hello there. I haven't blogged in so long and I don't know when/if I can again. On the 29th March 2011 my beautiful, amazing Sister Sarah died suddenly. We have no answers yet as to why but it is the worst thing to ever happen to me and our family.
She has 2 daughters and a 6 month old Grandson. 10 years older than me she helped raise me then as I grew we became best friends. Nothing could have prepared me for this and I cannot see how things will get easier without her beauty in the world. She was more than a Sister she was a huge part of my heart and now she is gone.
Hopefully it will get easier and I will be able to blog again but I cannot see happiness anywhere right now I am afraid.



R.I.P Sarah

You will be in my heart forever. This world will be so hard to live in without you. I couldn't have asked for a better Sister. You were the best.

Love you x

26 comments:

  1. Oh Emma. I don't know what to say. I'm so, so sorry for your loss. We are all here for you whenever you're ready. Much love to you all. Lynda xxx

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  2. How terrible, you must be devastated. She looks so fun loving. My heart goes out to you and your family.

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  3. I am so sorry to hear about your loss.

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  4. I'm so sorry for your loss Emma Kate.

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  5. Oh lovely, I'm so sorry, sending so much love your way, you will be in my thoughts xxx

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  6. Oh no, I'm so sorry for your loss x

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  7. Oh Emma love - how truly, truly devastating.
    Your beautiful sister. X X X
    Just keep putting one foot in front of the other is all I can say to you honey.
    I have been where you are, and life hurts so much.
    Just keep on keeping on, love, and we are all here for you to escape to, to read about our daily doings, and when you are ready, to blog and tell us more about your wonderful sister.

    Bless you.

    Fostermummy X X X

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  8. Oh Emma, what a dreadful shock for you and your family. I cannot begin to imagine how you are feeling at this difficult time! The picture show a very beautiful and precious woman in what should be the prime of her life - may the beautiful precious memories you have be of some comfort!

    Much love and heartfelt condolences Annie xxx

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  9. So sorry to hear about the loss of your sister :( xx

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  10. I was just thinking I hadn't seen a blog from you for a while. I'm so sorry for your loss, thinking of you and your family at this sad time xx

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  11. Thoughts and Prayers for you and your family.

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  12. Hello Emma , I was wondering if you were OK and thinking you were probably just busy.
    This loss must be so hard to bear. Your sister looks so beautiful and full of life .
    I can't think of the words to say how sorry I am that this tragedy has happened.
    Thinking of you sweet Emma .
    Jacquie xxxx

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  13. So sorry to hear this Emma...thinking of you hun xx hugs clare xx

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  14. I know that words cannot help at times like this, but I too am so sorry at your loss. Your sister was a beautiful woman and my heart goes out to you and your family. ((hugs))

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  15. Oh Emma.. I am so, so, so, very sorry to hear this.. I can't imagine your heartache right now, and I pray God comforts you in any way he can. Take care.. ((hugs)) ~tina

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  16. Oh Emma honey I am so sorry for your loss,it is awful and I know at a time like this words can seem so inadequate. Just know that we are all here thinking of you and only an email away. To loose a loved one is heartbreaking, but she will always be with you and in time it will get easier. I wish I could give you a big hug but hug those little boys for me instead.
    Thinking of you Pene xx

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  17. I am so sorry for your loss. All I can suggest is to pray for strength and think of the good times. God bless you and keep you.

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  18. I'm so very sorry Emma. This must be such an awful time for you and your family. We will all be here if you come back. Big hugs and take care xxxxxx

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  19. Wishing you some comfort in your time of great sadness. My sincere condolences and sympathy to you.
    xx

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  20. Hi Emma,
    There are no words that can express my sorrow for you. I can only say that God binds up all sorrows and wounds, and time will provide a measure of healing. I have kept your blog as a favorite, because of that little rose flower tutorial. I just happened to be viewing it tonight when I saw your news. My heart is full for you. Please try to keep blogging. It will help you and us. Warm wishes, Darby

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  21. How utterly devastating.

    I'm so terribly, terribly sad for you and your dear family.

    Heather x

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  22. Oh Emma! I only just found this post now. So sad - having lost my brother I know how heart breaking it can be (we also didn't know how he had died for a while). All my love to you and praying for God's peace. xoxo

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  23. i'm so sorry about your sister :(

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